I feel like Beth is starting to think that I'm annoying. Theres kinda this vibe I'm getting from her like to get away. On class day it felt like her and erica were avioding me. If I loose beth, I dont know what i would do. Shes my best friend ever.


today i took my dog for a walk. I tried to find some cigs, but couldnt. Sometimes people throw away the cartons but theres still some left inside cause they didnt like them or whatever. I found a pack of mini cigars once, but I didnt take them.. I dunno why.. Im stupid.. Mann, I need some real bad.....