The summer is coming, but it doesnt feel like the school year is ending any time soon. It feels like its March or april. The weather has been so shitty. I want warm weather with sunshine. This summer is gunna suck. I know it. I'm just going to sit at home all by myself because all my friends are away because they can afford to actually go on vacation. I think the only fun part will be when I get to go to Maine with Beth. Its going to be soooooooo sweet. My aunt bought kyacks, to we can go out to my uncle's friend's campground and use them. Hmm.. Other than that, summer is going to suck. I would just get wasted or high to pass the time, but I really have no acess to weed.... well, I kinda do, but I dunno, I could get some beer from maine. He he. Im such a loser. I dunno, I think I'djust rather hang out with all guys this summer. I need a break from girls. Even though I'm a girl, I find other girls to be utterly annoying. They have too much drama, a majority are fucking liars, and you cant trust them, and take things too seriously, and overanalyize. I'm not saying all girls are like that. I'm just saying that all the ones I meet are usually like that. Thats why I llike guys better, and hope to hang out with just guys this summer, and then when I go back to school, I will be more happier with my girl friends. But I doubt thats going to happen. But it would be greatly appreciated if God or someone could make that happen. I like someone new now. rob. I havent liked someone in awhile. theres no guys around. hes kind of older than me, so i dont kow if it would happen or not.