You are
[ ] really short under 5'2
[ ] 5'2 -5'6"
[ ] 5'7'' more medium then short
[x] in between 5'7" - 6'
[ ] tall 6'1 +

[ ] blonde
[ ] redhead
[x] brunette
[ ] dirty blonde/brownish
[ ] black
[ ] AT the MOMENT

[x] blue-eyed
[ ] brown-eyed
[ ] green-eyed
[ ] hazel eyed
[ ] gold/grey-eyed
[ ] silver/grey- eyed

[ ] glasses
[x] contacts

[ ] short hair
[x] med.
[ ] long hair


Your nationality includes...
[ ] chinese
[ ] taiwanese
[ ] japanese
[ ] hispanic
[ ] cuban
[ ] nicoya
[ ] puerto rican
[ ] chicana
[ ] italian
[ ] scottish
[ ] filipino
[ ] armenian
[ ] dutch
[ ] french
[ ] german
[ ] irish
[ ] greek
[ ] portuguese
[x] polish
[ ] British
[ ] korean
[ ] jamacian
[x] Canadian French
[ ] lithuanian
[ ] native american
[ ] indian
[ ] russian
[ ] swedish
[ ] african
[ ] peruvian
[ ] hungarian
[ ] thai
[ ] czech-slovakian
[ ] romanian
[ ] finnish
[ ] egyptian
[ ] welsh
[ ] norweigian
[ ] croation
[ ] austrian
[ ] persian
[ ] albanian
[ ] don't know

Your favorite color is?
[ ] red
[ ] khaki
[x] pink
[ ] yellow
[x] black
[x] green
[ ] blue
[ ] white
[x] silver
[x] purple
[x] brown
[ ] orange
[ ] clear

Some sports/physical things you do?
[ ] soccer
[ ] cheerleading
[ ] dancing
[ ] lacrosse
[ ] field hockey
[ ] hockey
[ ] football
[ ] softball
[ ]ice skating
[ ] wrestling
[ ] gymnastics
[ ] track/cross country
[ ] basketball
[ ] baseball
[ ] golf
[ ] playing music
[ ] hiking
[ ] kayaking
[ ] camping
[ ] horseback riding
[ ] tennis
[ ] volleyball
[ ] archery
[ ] martial arts
[ ] rugby
[ ] frisby golf
[ ] surfing
[ ] motocross
[ ] bmx
[ ] wakeboarding
[/] snowboarding
[ ] boxing
[ ] skateboarding
[x] skiing


Your personality is sometimes...
[x] talkative
[x] shy
[x] funny
[x] serious
[ ] bubbly
[x] spazzy
[x] fun loving
[x] laid back
[ ] strict
[x] hyper
[x] weird
[ ] ditzy
[x] sarcastic
[x] slow

The music you like is?
[ ] classic rock
[ ] rap
[x] alternative rock
[x] rock
[ ] pop
[ ] country
[ ] r&b
[ ] slow jams
[ ] christian
[ ] classical
[ ] techno
[x] oldies
[x] punk
[ ] metal
[ ] reggae
[ ] emo
[ ] screamo
[ ] latin
[x] hardcore
[ ] noise
[ ] ska
[x] 80's
[ ] reggaeton
[ ] dancehall
[ ] hip hop

The pets you have had?
[x] cat
[x] dog
[x] lizard
[ ]rat/mouse
[ ] ferret
[ ]rabbit
[x] fish
[ ] ducks
[ ] chickens
[ ] rooster
[ ] horse
[ ] bird
[ ] frog
[x] hermit crab
[ ] prarie dog
[ ] none
[ ]turtle
[ ]hamster
[ ] snake
[x] gerbil
[ ] guinea pig
[ ] goats
[ ] chinchilla
[ ] tarantula
[ ] squirrel
[ ] grasshopper
[ ] turkey
[ ] geese
[ ] another human

Clothes you like to wear are?
[x]plain tshirts
[x]hoodies
[x]sneakers
[x] jeans
[x] flip-flops
[ ] sweatpants
[ ] ball caps
[ ] skirts

Clothing Brands you like?
[x]American Eagle
[ ] Hollister
[ ] Abercrombie & Fitch
[x] Target
[ ] Wal-mart
[x] Wet Seal
[ ]Billabong
[ ]O'neil
[x]PacSun
[ ] Aeropostale
[ ] Hot Topic
[ ] Guess
[ ] anchor blue


Shoe Brands?
[ ] Nike
[ ] Adidas
[ ] K Swiss
[ ] Steve Madden
[x] Vans
[ ]Etnies
[ ] Axis
[x]Converse
[ ] Bakers
[ ] Reebok
[ ] Skechers
[] Lugs/Tims
[ ] Clarks England

States I have been to.
[ ] Alabama
[ ] Alaska
[ ] Arizona
[ ] Arkansas
[ ] California
[ ] Colorado
[x] Connecticut
[x] Delaware
[x] Florida
[ ] Georgia
[ ] Hawaii
[ ] Idaho
[ ] Illinois
[ ] Indiana
[ ] Iowa
[ ] Kansas
[ ] Kentucky
[ ] Louisianna
[x] Maine
[x] Maryland
[x] Massachusetts
[ ] Michigan
[ ] Minnesota
[ ] Mississippi
[ ] Missouri
[ ] Montana
[ ] Nebraska
[ ] Nevada
[x] New Hampshire
[x] New Jersey
[ ] New Mexico
[x] New York
[ ] North Carolina
[ ] North Dakota
[ ] Ohio
[ ] Oklahoma
[ ] Oregon
[x] Pennsylvania
[x] Rhode Island
[ ] South Carolina
[ ] South Dakota
[ ] Tennessee
[ ] Texas
[ ] Utah
[ ] Vermont
[x] Virginia
[ ] Washington
[x] West Virginia
[ ] Wisconsin
[ ] Wyoming

Body:
1. eye color: Blue is always a plus
2. wears makeup: meh... no
3. height: taller then me
4. peircings: not too many
5. hair color: dont matter
6. long or short hair: mediumish...
7. paints nails: no
8. skin color: dont really care
9. hairy body:  not COMPLETLY hairy
10. smells good:  hack yes
11. six pack: yes
12. big butt or little: ummm little i guess
13. muscular or skinny: bit of both
14. nice smile or don’t care: nice smile
15. age: doesnt matter as long as theyre not alot younger than me
Personality:
16. smart or dumb: smart
17. funny or serious: funny
18. hyper or boring: hyper
19. smokes: dont care im used to that stuff
20. drinks: as long as theyre not like a raging alchoholic
21. shy or loud: loud
22. controlling: not tooo controlling
23. abusive: thats not good
24. gives you the remote: dont care
25. watch your movie: that'd be nice
26. romantic or macho: both
27. would he give you a nickname: as long as i agree with it
28. meet your parents: sure
29. plays w. your hair:  i dunno
30. plays w. himself: uhhhhhhhh
Hobbies/Sports:
31. golf: dont care
32. baseball: dont care
33. bmx: that would be cool
34. swim: dont care
35. soccer: dont care
36. gymnastics: not really into that
37. play drums: thats cool
38. basketball: sure
39. cheer: hmm no
40. football: sure
41. surf: thats cool
42. skateboard: thats awesome 
43. snowboard: thats awesome
44. skii: sure
45. dirt bike: thats awesome
46. play guitar: thats awesome
47. sing: meh...
Style:
48.  i dont know
First date:
49. mall or movies: mall
50. beach or theme park: theme park
51. romantic or fun: both
52. kiss: depends
53. hold hands: dont care

I have a crush. Yuck. Just yuck with a side of yuck. I hate crushes. They only call them crushes because in the end you always get crushed. Grrrrrr...... I'm so fucking stupid.

Im so fucking scared that e and beth are gunna get pissed at each other while were in maine. or like hate each other after. I just wanna have a kickass time up there. cause today it was kinda like we were annoyed with each other ish , but i dunno... i really hope its nothing like that.

Ever since I was a little kid, when I pictured myself as an adult, I always pictured myself married, welthy, and happy. Living where the sun always shines. Ive always had the dream of living all over the place. I need to get out of this town. I need to breakaway. And I know I will. I just know. It will happen. Fuck yes it will.

I will live in:

California (north and South)
Maine
Florida
NH

I feel like Beth is starting to think that I'm annoying. Theres kinda this vibe I'm getting from her like to get away. On class day it felt like her and erica were avioding me. If I loose beth, I dont know what i would do. Shes my best friend ever.


today i took my dog for a walk. I tried to find some cigs, but couldnt. Sometimes people throw away the cartons but theres still some left inside cause they didnt like them or whatever. I found a pack of mini cigars once, but I didnt take them.. I dunno why.. Im stupid.. Mann, I need some real bad.....

Today sucked so bad. Everyone was just being kind of an asshole. It was just one of those shitty days where everyone makes me feel like Im the third wheel. I'm sick of it. And pissed off from it. I feel really sick today. Tomorrow I'm just not going to talk to anyone. Im sick of it all. Today I felt like I had no friends. I wish I had something to loose stress with but I dont. Which is why I'm constantly stressed. I hate it. I just want to dissappear

The summer is coming, but it doesnt feel like the school year is ending any time soon. It feels like its March or april. The weather has been so shitty. I want warm weather with sunshine. This summer is gunna suck. I know it. I'm just going to sit at home all by myself because all my friends are away because they can afford to actually go on vacation. I think the only fun part will be when I get to go to Maine with Beth. Its going to be soooooooo sweet. My aunt bought kyacks, to we can go out to my uncle's friend's campground and use them. Hmm.. Other than that, summer is going to suck. I would just get wasted or high to pass the time, but I really have no acess to weed.... well, I kinda do, but I dunno, I could get some beer from maine. He he. Im such a loser. I dunno, I think I'djust rather hang out with all guys this summer. I need a break from girls. Even though I'm a girl, I find other girls to be utterly annoying. They have too much drama, a majority are fucking liars, and you cant trust them, and take things too seriously, and overanalyize. I'm not saying all girls are like that. I'm just saying that all the ones I meet are usually like that. Thats why I llike guys better, and hope to hang out with just guys this summer, and then when I go back to school, I will be more happier with my girl friends. But I doubt thats going to happen. But it would be greatly appreciated if God or someone could make that happen. I like someone new now. rob. I havent liked someone in awhile. theres no guys around. hes kind of older than me, so i dont kow if it would happen or not.

   I've been using Livejournal this past month or so, so that's why I havent updated this. I don't like Livejournal all that much. You have more freedom here on Blogdrive. Whatever, I'll switch off between the two of these. Just to confuse you all. I'm watching SNL currently. Johnny Knoxville is hosting. Gotta love him. And his movie. And his show. Even though they only play it at like 3 in the morning on a Tuesday. Grrrr.

   Apparently two of my friends are mad at me. And it seems they have joined forces. I know the one that was mad at me first told the other one sh!t to them. Heh, thanks. Just what I need right now. Not one, but TWO friends mad at me. I have no clue why friend #2 would assume that though. Yes, I've been annoyed, but I've been annoyed with eveyone lately. Not just you. No I don't hate you. I could never hate you. And no, I'm not jealous of Laura, even though it may some how seem like that I guess. And no, I do not hate Evan. Lets get our facts straight people, before we start using things to back ourselves up in arguments. And to friend #1 stop telling white lies about things. And I've already been so flipping stressed out lately. I feel like my head is going to explode. And I also kind of feel like I'm in a hangover. But I haven't been drinking. Go figure.  Its amazing how my "friends" can make me feel so horrible right before my birthday. Okay, Im going to stop talking about this. Hopefully my birthday will be better. Its this Thursday, and it seems that my parents have already bought me a cake. and its a big one. Call me crazy, but I don't like cake. I like icecream cake or cheese cake better :-). Well, I hoping that this next week will be better, and this whole friends ordeal will figure it's way out. I need to talk to Ms. Salo about some problems with people, that she most likely already knows about. Beth also wrote her a story. Damn. SNL is over.

   My dad says I need to start thinking about what car I'm going to get. I acted quickly and said "A HUMMER" But that ain't gunna happen. And I need to think of how to pay for it. I find this quite exciting.